am at school.
yea man. have to use computer at school.
home desktop is being such a pain in the ass.
i on it.
then it offs itself.
wah crap.
so... i guess i'll be here for quite awhile la today.
haish.
chiong for fpath.
shit.
i still hate wiki.

ah well. today was...
well. normal.
like yea it feels normal.
hahaha.
then again.
how normal could normal be?
hahaha. filled with laughter.
i want to put up some pictures.
maybe later or next time.
when i get te chance to.
hahhaha. seriously theyre sooo funny.
hahaa.
about some labels we drew during pbl pct lecture.
god that was super boring. the pbl lecture.
ahhh... hopefully i make it till the end of term test.
hm...

ive been looking through tons and tons of pictures for necrosis.
but all of them are just so gross can?
i asked for necrosis!
not a bleeding brain with cerebral haemorrhage!!
haiyo.

and im wanting to lose weight. hahahaha.
noticed ive gained quite a lot of weight.
either that or the scale is a bit off.
oh my.
thunder thighs.
damn huge laaaaaaaa.
:'((
and
tmr.
is going to be a short day.
hahaha.
one hour of everything.
dammmmmmn.
{ 5:13 pm }
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before anything else.
sum41's video.
woooo. i love this song.



okay. so about the sweating thing, hahahaa, went to play table tennis just now with phyllis, linxi, timothy, ji hao? (i have no idea how you spell that) and chris.
was fun fun fun fun fun. wasnt really using the table that much. hahaha.
playing tennis?
first i played against jihao. yea because he was like "eh, i challenge you later!"
like a few times already so... why not?
hahahhaa. bad idea. seriously. i dont even know how to serve tht small ball la! hahaha. then he taught me, dont know correct or not, got a feeling its not. haaaa.
doesnt matter. then he joined chris and challenged with phyllis and linxi. so i played against timothy. omg. it was damn hilarious la.
SERIOUSLY, we both suck at it. but but but... cant deny it. he's worse than me. nyiahahaha.
and again, the table wasnt really in use while we were playing. hahahaa.
we were like laughing all over the table and he was like doing this funny funny hand moves. again, 'nice dance'. NUDGE NUDGE NUDGE. haha.
more like badminton.
and then i just remembered, cca is in an lt. oh my god! i am so going to stink later in the lt.
-_-"
die man. sweat smell.
lucky sweat smell, it would have been worse if it was like bad body odour. urmmm... have tho rethink that maybe. haha. shoooots!

and today's lunch was great. ahhaha. somehow it felt great.
even though it was the same almost every other day.
i still miss being around everyone. :'((
hehehe.

random random: i just cut my own hair again. hahahaha. im loving the feeling of it.
and i told rizal. he was like "next time i see you, you tell me you shaved half of your hair off!" hahhaa.

oh oh!
david cook won american idol.
YEYYYYYY!
hahaha.
k done.

and i realise i just cant enough of sum41. hahaha.
theyre great.


{ 5:25 pm }
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wah... i am still waiting for that ms hor's reply to an an invite to me!
irritating seyh!
want me flood her mailbox is it until she replies me.
so damn pissed la everybody has already started doing their second assignment and i am still waiting for the freaking invite.
STUPID FPATH! STUPID WIKI!

blitzkrieg bop rules. nyiahahaa.

{ 10:16 am }
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got a long holiday.
until monday. hahahaa. okay okay. its not tht long la.
but still, id prefer going to school.
hahaa. yea.

biochem2 quiz 1 was okay i guess.
still sucked. but im hoping for at least at least a pass.
hahahaa.
actually wanted to read off andy's paper but her handwriting too small.
so cannot. she sat diagonal to me. so yea. haish.
anyway, faiz sat beside me and fareed behind him.
hahahaha. mixed up the calculators.
funny ah.
and after the test i got to know fareed actually read off my paper.
-_-"
doesnt matter as long as no one suspects anything.

and mgen tutorial we had this class test. as usual.
open book. hahaha. me and linxi were like discussing infront of the tutor. hey the man doesnt mind it.
neither do we. duh.

anywayyyy...... TODAY WAS GREAT!
there was ccn day and everybody was walking around and the entrance of asc was smoking with grilled food.
hahhahaa. this year ones uh, everything also they sell.
u want a pet, they sell fish.
want food, omg they sold a lot of them.
want plants, they sold plants.
it was awesome.

and just now after school while buying mcflurry, fidelia pinched my butt.
hahahahaha!
long time never touch my butt right?
:p
i miss hanging out with them this week. usually im with my class.
but today rocks because its all lectures and only one tutorial.
so i get to spend time with my class and my friends!
woooop wooop!
and was eating all the way through lecture.
man i love fridays. :))
later.
{ 9:29 pm }
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at school right now.
class starts at 12.
hahaha.
moron.



whoever created johnson and johnson products was a genius. :))

and now i got to type in a little longer so that this youtube video is not blocking the tagboard.
hahaha. oh man, i love russell peters' standups.
damn funny la i tell u.
hahahahaa.
i can like watch the jokes over and over again.
and still not get bored of it.
nyiahaha.
cant seem to find more new ones. tehheeeeeee.

and i think i need to type in just a little longer.
hahahahahaa.
hahahahahaa.
yea.



{ 9:41 am }
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omg. i love love love love today!!!
ahahahahahaha.
even though i dont really get to hang out with my friends much.
i made new friends too i guess. hahahaha.
my class is not as bad as i thought it would turn out to be.
hahaha. theyre great people yo!
seriously.
:)) but that doesnt mean that i would ditch my friends. i wouldnt do tht okay.
pangseh everyone.
i love my usual friends. hahaha.
i love my friends. hahahhaa. feel like showing some loooooooove to everyone today.
hahahahhaha.
omg. labs were awesome. even though i almost fell asleep for mgen lab.
hahahhaa. somehow i managed to wake up and stay up for tht three hours.
and me and linxi were blurring out while phyllis was doing everything. ahahhaa.
ooooops.

and the boys were making fun of kok kian being gay.
and he was blushing. hahahaha.
nice guy. can bully. nah. just kidding.
i dont bully okay.
then went to itas not to eat, but to do hmk.
hahahhaha. ftw?!
and handed it in. biochem lab report DONE!
DONE DONE DONE!

and i walked down the stairs.
bumped into timothy.
omg. hahahhaa. him tying his shoe seems like such a dangerous thing.
he stopped at the end of the pathway to bend down and tie it, and a boy with a bicycle nearly hit his head.
im like, wtf?!?!
hahaha. and he was like "yea tying my shoelaces had always been dangerous"
hahahaha.
and my mouth felt dry. omg, just wished i didnt have any funny funny smell just now.
-_-"
hahaha.

and did i tell you my lockers padlock is such a...BImbo.
hahaha.
actually wanted to say something else but hahaha.
no no.
{ 6:47 pm }
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today i feel like im practically alone in everything.
i went to biochem lecture alone. then after that went to pct alone.
haish.
and after school also i alone. in aimm tutorial also i alone.
of course not literally la but i feel alone.
biochem was literally.
pct i went with phyllis and the rest of the classmates. :))
and um.. aimm too. obviously.
but it just wasnt the same. if only everyone went like we always do.
then lunch. walked in the hot sun alone to the prata shop. how come nobody told me anything?
im just, not being myself today.

:'((
and i hate it.
{ 8:33 pm }
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school started off with an fpath quiz in the early morning. ten oclock can?!
wahhhhh!!
but it was all good.
didnt suck that bad. finished early.
went for brunch with alice, kok kian and jason.

and then csas tutorial.
omg. i love csas tutorials.
hahaha. for just now at least. and the tutor ah...
omg the tutor i tell u. i was always picked on when asked to give answers. hahaha. not that i mind la.
but just now i really didnt know what the answers were and she was like " just try..."
and i said : urm.... give?say? and uh... regards? hehehehe. encouragement and ummm help? hehehe.
tutor: hahahahaa!!!
me: eh!!! dont laugh la!! hahaha.

then she laughed even more and im like "shit... confirm wrong confirm wrong"
beh kok kian just had to ask me when the tutor was still laughing and i was freaking blushing like mad.
"eh, so whats the answer ah?"
took my csas book and cover my face seyh. and linxi kept on laughing.
thanks eh.
hahahahaha. but it was good.

and oh oh!
the bustrip just now was freaky la.
had these two to three big guys blocking the way and my stop was reaching like reaaaaalllllllllyyyyy.
and im like talking to stella "eh, i scared seyh want to ask them to move a bit.
hahaha. and she is so not helping.
she said: yea uh. skali u ask them excuse me they beat u.
im like... haiya die!
hahaha.

but it was all good. they evntually got a seat right before my stop.
thank god!
seriously, one of their friend saw me staring at his freind's arm already and i quickly look away.
-_-"
{ 6:10 pm }
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seriously i do love to talk. but sometimes, i just dont know what to talk abt.
is it the right place to say such things? will i offend anybody?
i think by the time i finish thinking abt what i want to say, everybody change topic already la can.
hahahaha.
so im hoping i get better at impromptu things.
then one day i cld like just go up to someone i really want to get to know and say hi.
and bla blah blah.
hahahaha. yea, like im not doing tht now already.
but thats the funny thing. hi then FULLSTOP!
what to say next?? im such a dummy on talking. hahaha.
just be yourself? hmmm...
dont even try to think up of anything funny. itll be just trying too hard. then for in my case, itll just be some lame shit.
hahahaa. gawd.
i know.
hahaha.

and just now, i almost slipped in SEAAAAAAAfood.
i turned and was like "HEY!! SEAAAAA...."
then like oh shit!!
but lucky the song playing quite loud. and then he also always never pay attention.
so then i quickly called his name. ahahhaa. oooooooops.
almost.
lucky i didnt.
hahaha.

and omg.
lectures just now were so boring.
break time, we ran to cheers. hahaha, damn cute la.
i think it would have been faster if we just walked throught the concourse like we always do. the waiting time for the lift was just too long.
hahaha.
then run there, walk back. -_-"
come back with some snacks. woooooooo!
concentrate better when you have more energy. hahaha. yea right.

know what?
i dont feel like myself when i write LOL.
hahaha. seriously.
cuckoo.
hahaha.
RANDOM!

hm. oh yea! i actually ran thorughout engine school just now. to look for a sandwich vending machine and we had only ten minutes break.
so me and phyllis ran here and there. feels good to be running.
like, theres no care to the world. hahaha.

awwww... man.
today rocks.

fpath is still sucking.
sucks.
suckish.
{ 11:12 pm }
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am at the library waiting for seven oclock to come. man i love youtube.
hahahaha. been watchng japanese pranks from just now. ahahaha.
lucky library not a lot of people. if not they probably think i am mad.

well, we got our fpath assignments back and it was horrible la. omg!!!!
try again next time?
yea?
{ 6:19 pm }
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lab again today.
firstly, today was like such a bad bad tudung day.
had apel at 8. -_-"
then 7.30 i still at home fixing tudung. hahaha. but i wasnt late late.
just on time. woooooo.
actually we were early because dr lee wasnt there.
yea. now im starting to call him dr lee. because he never takes us for labs anymore.
the man deserves some respect right at least.

so anyway, apel was great as usual. funny fun fun fun. always. :D
after that i got 3 hours break.
went to eat at the prata shop. bought thosai but i didnt finish it because so salty and i wasnt really feeling too good to eat. hahah.
oh and theres this guy outside school who was handing out flyers on global warming.
that killed my appetite even more.
but today wasnt so bad. it wsnt so hot. like the previous days.
STOP GLOBAL WARMING!
everyone will pay the price if its not put on brakes now.

oh. and lab.
lab was great. seriously fun.
and tutorials. omg. i loved my tutorial just now. even though i came in 15 mins late. hahaha.
but woooo, i still love it.
ada pandangan yang sangat 'mencairkan' directly di hadapan tempatku.
hahhaa. my malay is getting worse. its been two years since i wrote anything down in proper malay. hahaha. gosh.
seriously, tutorials are great.
if you know what i really mean. if dont know, dont bother asking. :p

after that met up with stella and went to itas.
somebody wanted to see seafood but he wasnt there.
sorreh uh. wrong info. hahaha.
they cheat my feelings too okay.
hahaha.
i thought the boys were going itas.

i stayed at school till like 6.
but it was all good.
i was quiet the whole time.
still thinking about that flyer that boy handed out earlier on.
mine got oil on it so i threw it away.
-_-"
{ 10:08 pm }
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seriously, i get bored on weekends.
whats more to say. probably just stay at home and do nothing but watch tv and grow fat.
-_-"

right now, i feel like im dreaming.
school's great. after school is as usual i guess.
and i think im the only weirdo who's having fun around school.
hahhahaa.
seriously. why is everyone grumbling so much?
hahahaha. oh.. ok maybe besides the stupid assignments.

and i miss watching tv.
hahaha. well not really.
been busy with school stuff.
like finally the fpath assignment is done.
how i hope there wouldnt be a change of groups for future assignments. hahaha.
but i think there will be.
hm... :'((

lab today was okay.
wasnt really jumping up and down abt it.
and know what, my lab instructor for mgen is that teacher.
the one that always go to our oc and pipc lecture in 1.1.
what the........
-_-"
i really dont know what to say.
haish.
hahaha. but he okay la. not fierce at all.
thinking abt it, its not that bad. hahaha.
besides the fact that i got to get a place dekat depan orang tuuuuu. like, betul betul dekat depan.
lol! oh man, 'somebody' is going to so be kicking my ass tmr at school.

and oh yea.
fpath is still shit.
assignment one done.
now time for assignment two.

p.s: if i were to ask you what song is nice, please dont tell me anything by secondhand serenade. i dont listen to very slow slow songs thank you.
:))
{ 6:07 pm }
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i just listened to a song from Beck and i find it sooooo nice.
sample of one.


hahaa.
and i miss being sarcastic.
time to get back in touch with the sarcastic self again.
i started with today.
on my tutor!
wahahaha. of all people.

tutor:your name is mashitah right?
me: yea.
t: sounds japanese. are you like half japanese?
m: yeaaa...
t: oh?
m: isnt it obvious??

and by that time, phyllis and my tutor were already giggling to themselves.
ahaha. at least some people appreciates sarcastic humor.
{ 8:00 pm }
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know what i just realised?
everything just feels like its going to end when you have a problem.
but once you find a way out of it, it gets better.
and you feel normal again. :))
oh yea. its getting hotter nowadays.
global warming.
do your part or else itll be like we're killing oursleves.
everything abt the greenhouse gases are brought on by humans.
so its mainly our own fault.
{ 1:32 pm }
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even though i just wrote an enttry yesterday, i kinda forgot abt my orientation on the previous day. lol.
what the...
cca orientation was hyped up.
even though it was only in the lt, but you really can feel the energy and all the good vibes.
know what i mean?
yea. its that kind of feeling that makes you feel right at home and all cheered up when you leave.
yep. so cheered up that i actually said 'thank you' to an uncle in the bus.
like out of the blue.
i was seated inside and the bus was reaching my stop. so i stood up and the uncle got off his seat. i know youre supposed to say thank you anyway but it was like so late in the night and everybody is like tired from work or whatnots.
so its like supposed to be a kinda moody atmosphere kind of thing yknow?
and im like so chirpy and was like "THANK YOU!"
walao! hahaha. but it was good. ive never felt happier.
funny how such small things really matters the most.

and today is an EFF-ing day.
zahidah, stella, andrea and priya.
hahaha.
omg... i need to get my brains washed.
seriously.
some not happy with bobo.
yea... 'some'. hahaha. keep effing all the way to kfc. wasnt it such an effing good trip?!
haha. and some not happy with other matters.
it was like, just let it all out.
cuss all you want day. :D

and well. lecture was awesome. awesome awesome awesome.
and no i dont literally mean the lectures.
i meant the surroundings. lol. always had been abt the surroundings.
some more today friday. feel so slacked.
hahaha. omg. i love fridays. especially when he's there. and he was there today.
wooooooooooooooo!!!!!
talked to me.
hahaha. k enough enough.
before i drooooooool too much.
lol.
and i noticed right, his tshirt a bit um... tight on him today.
hahaha. yea. and that proabably made like 3/4 of my day.
and that stella uh. come only to see seafood's.... BACK!!
hahahaa. funny sia.
hey. sexyback right?
come lecture and drool.
lectures are just an excuse to drool.
drooling sessions.
okay. stop. enough already. lol.
and zahidah. haha. we were just excited for her. hahaha. yunnam yunnam!
keep the text coming yea.
oh yea talking abt texting.
my free sms are running real low. i might have just used up every single one of them too. omg. that bad. yea.
so please...
just call me. i really dont mind.
if not then, dont be surpirised if i call you after you texted me okay?
hahaha. yea im serious!

ahahhaha!

and well, sometimes i just try to be nice.
but, if dont like means dont like.
dont want means dont want.
im not going to lie. i wont put up a front just so that everyone is happy.
im sorry but it wasnt any of my intention to hurt.
im just happy with how i was.
get the hint.

sometimes its just fun isnt it to make someone think you like him but you really actually dont?
and then to see the person's reaction infront of you. being all awkward and youre like "HEY!!!" just like how a normal friend would do. hahhaha.
that's where people start to think youre not shy of anything. and plus, you just might get treated a little better than how youre used to.
but if that person gets big headed, just talk about how that other guy is superhot.
who knows, you might just find out that the person is a little jealous.
but it really leads to nowhere. or somewhere else. depends who really. anyway, there's like no proof of you ever liking the person. you never told him or anything.
and if you were to say no, its the truth.
hahahaha.
just for the fun of it.

but right, what happened outside that lt the other day was just "omg... so shy can?!"
because i actually had a little crush on that person and i cldnt lie by saying NOOOOO!!!
grrrrrr!! hahaha.

different people just have different ways of having fun. i find playing with your mind is amusing. pretty amusing. :))

and on a totally random, opposite note. im in love with this song.
:))


hahaa. can?
{ 5:21 pm }
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whats May day for anyway?
why are we having a holiday?
i want to go school can? hahhaa. blueks.

ok ok.
so yesterday morning met seafood. wow... first thing in the morning hang out with seafood. how cool. hahaha.
and i had this eight hours break.
went to use the internet on the second floor with phyllis for like one hour?
yea. then went to lunch with rizal.
seriously, kfc food is not filling. but yea...
nvm la.
then believe it or not, we went to the big bookshop. hahaha. yea. so random.

after that i was alone after two.
tried to read my fpath notes but its just useless.
i cant get anything through my head. so decided to go out of the library to take a breather.
dont know what made me go to level 6 comp lab.
bumped into alice! hahaha.
so for the rest of the time, i was with her until her lecture started at 6.

and yea. school kind of sucked when youre all alone.
my friends went to andrea's place.
soooo goood.
they all no school.
hmph!
but nvm.
hahaha.
my day ended well.
really really well.
:))
and im over the moon.
{ 3:50 pm }
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